Major Issues

What makes a person wonder if they are doing the right tihng or nor if the right thing is the wrong thing or not what makes the choices we make right or wrong if we help or hurt people if we care about people or leave them completely out of our lives.
As a child our parents taught and showed us what was right and wrong like saying thank you and god bless you when someone sneezes, after living for 18 years but only really remebering like forteen of these years i have realized that most people lose these things when they assume some responiblity i for one realize i have lost most of mine one good showing is when i buy something now for my family i always want to hear thank you or i feel cheated of the good thing that i did for one day, that my parents did for years it is getting terrible i do these things at work to show i care like help people when their groceries or help an old lady it is showing i care to my bosses and maybe more money for helping these people when my evaluation comes around but in my body and mind i know i don't give a shit about these people or even my bosses i could care less about them i just do this to valdiate myself for all the disrespect i show everyone who cares for me. When did this happen, it probably startes when kids or in my case get some money and can do whatever they want without their approval and then wehen the parents say no you cuss them out for the first time and storm out or it may resolve from deeper emotional issues like if a signifanct family member dies when is also something that happen to me, but then again it will eventually happen to everyone sometime in their life.
In my case i think this caused many factors to contribute to the way i treat people and see life as is it nothing but a bunch of shit that will wear me down to the point where i will just not care about what happens except just to escape life through drastic means

My UFC 123 predictions

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h3LsxuBufSE

These upcoming UFC pay per view has every thing a die hard mma fan wants former champions, legends, and young prospects.In the main event we have Lyoto "the dragon" Machida vs Quinton "Rampage" Jackson and in the co main event we have Matt Hughes vs Bj Penn.

Here are my predicitons and with my predictions il give their last fight and who they are training with

The Undercard
Nik Lentz vs Tyson Griffin
Nike lentz trains out of the Minnesota Martail Arts Academy and won his last fight against Andre Winner at ufc 118 with a ud
Tyson Griffin trains out Xtrem Coutore in Las Vegas, Nevada and lost his last fight when Takanomi Gomi knocked him out
My prediciton for this is Tyson Griffin by Ud
I think he is has better standup and can stuff the takedonw and get Lentz to his back where he has been before as a dominat wrestler

Paul Kelly vs TJ O Brien
KElly trains out of Team Kaboon with other British UFC lightweights like Paul Taylor and Terry Etim and lost his last fight to Jacob Volkmann by ud
Brien trains out of Round Kick MMA and won his last fight outside of the UFC by Rear-Naked Choke over Josh Henry
My prediciton for this one is Paul Kelly by tko round two he will be too aggressive for Brien and overhelm on the feet and the ground

Edson Barboza vs. Mike Lullo
Barboza trains at The Armory in Florida and won his lasft fight by leg kicks over Marcelo Guidici
Mike lullo won his last fight over Tyler Combs by armbar
My prediction for this is Barboza by ko round 1 i have heard good things about him so watch for him to showcase his skills in his UFC debut

Karo Parisyan vs Dennis Hallman
Parisyan trains with Jackson's Submission Fighting and won his last fight over

A ridicolous catch and rule

http://sports.yahoo.com/nfl/news;_ylt=AhjIigABkzYB7A_biSE3_dw5nYcB?slug=cr-winnersandlosers091210

In the first game i saw of the 2010 nfl season i saw two teams who really badly wanted a win and need a win to rejunevate their teams from last's years disappoiting seasons where both teams didn't win more than five games. I was watchin the game yesterday and i thought the game was over when matt stafford the starting quarteback for the detroit lions he got decked by julius peppers and hurt his shoulder which looked like it hurt like a bitch so he got replaced by quarterback shaun hill and with the game on the line with thirty one seconds shaun hill throws up a pass to one of the best receivers in the game today calvin johnson and he makes an outstanding catch and every on the lions goes nuts but then the ref calls it an incomplete pass because he didn't keep the catch in process so they reviewed it and the call stood and the lions tried three more times to calvin johnson but it didn't help and the bears got their first win of the season and the offense looked pretty good under former rams head coach mike martz

english discussion

Dedicate (donate, give all) your life to something larger than yourself and pleasure to the largest thing you can: to god to relieve suffering to contributing to knowledge, adding  to literature, or something else.

This means to me that you give all of your being to your dreams or anything you want to try it also means to me adding knowledge along the way to your dreams or any of your goals anything that makes you happy even while you suffer it means going through rought things to get to your happy place

In allan and bacon i really liked the whole section about idea mapping i think it is such an easy thing to do and use for having ideas and brainsparks that can start ideas or even save the world or just simple ideas anything that your mind can think or anything that pops into your mind at a split second

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